Chapter 19 - The Door Upstairs

I could have told Vanessa to leave. A part of me wanted to. She'd humiliated me for an audience, threatened my livelihood, and repeated lies about my mother. Her pain didn't cancel what she'd done.
Instead, I stepped aside. âYou can start by saying hello. After that, you listen.â
Rebecca came down the stairs slowly. The two women faced each other among stacks of used novels and children's books. Neither knew where to put her hands. Vanessa's flowers trembled.
âMy name is Vanessa,â she said. âBut apparently it wasn't always.â
Rebecca's eyes filled. âI called you Elizabeth.â
For one terrible second I thought Rebecca might reach for her. She didn't. She understood, somehow, that a stolen beginning couldn't be repaired by pretending these were ordinary circumstances.
âI don't expect you to love me,â Rebecca said. âI just wanted you to know I never gave you away.â
Vanessa covered her mouth. âHe told me you did.â
âI know.â
They sat together in the little reading corner while I made tea. At first their conversation was awkward and full of pauses. Then Rebecca asked what books Vanessa liked as a child. Vanessa laughed once, startled by the ordinary question. It was a fragile sound, but it was hers.
Two days later Vanessa called a press conference. She acknowledged deliberately humiliating me at the wedding and falsely accusing me afterward. She withdrew those accusations and said she would cooperate with investigators. She didn't ask the public for sympathy. She spoke about the people who'd been harmed and said she'd begun working with a therapist to change her own behavior.
âI spent years thinking being powerful meant no one could tell me no,â she said. âI was wrong.â
I watched from Noah's couch. I didn't forgive her on the spot. I respected that she'd stopped making excuses.
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That evening Daniel appeared at my apartment carrying a small cardboard box. It held letters my mother had written to his father before the crash, preserved in the bank vault alongside the certificate. The final envelope had my name on it.
âEmily,â Daniel said softly, âyour mother left this for you. I thought you should open it when you're ready.â