Chapter 17 - The Colonel's Condition

"No," the investigator said when I arrived at the federal office. "He doesn't get to dictate who is present."
I had expected that answer. Part of me was relieved. Another part wanted to look Mercer in the face and make him say Jonah's name.
Mercer's lawyer had arranged a voluntary interview. He would speak to the agents; I would not be in the room. Instead, I watched a clock in the hallway while Leah's lawyer reviewed documents with her.
After two hours, the door opened. Mercer stepped out without his old confidence. His shoulders drooped. He looked at me and then away.
"I didn't open the gate," he said.
"I never said you did."
"The county operators did. On schedule. I knew the warning, but I thought we could clear the road. I wanted the convoy on time."
"Jonah told you to stop."
He swallowed. "Yes."
It was one small word. It arrived six years too late.
"Then why blame him for being there?"
"Because admitting I ignored the warning meant admitting I had placed you all in danger."
The investigator asked Mercer to stop discussing the case in the hallway. He complied. There was no shouting match, no handcuffs for the cameras. There would be legal work, testimony, and consequences that moved slower than grief.
Brody waited by the elevator. "He admitted it?"
"Part of it."
"Does that mean we're done?"
"No." I looked at him. "It means we can stop arguing about whether it happened."
That night Brody gave investigators an amended statement explaining how the false public account began and why he failed to correct it. He resigned from the veteran organization's board that had celebrated him. He arranged to return the money raised in his name to the scholarship fund with written disclosure of the mistake.
At midnight he sent me one message: I know none of this fixes what I did. I'm doing it anyway.
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I typed three different replies and erased each one. Finally I wrote: Keep going.
Then Leah called. Caleb had found an envelope among Jonah's old things. It was addressed to me, postmarked six years earlier, and never opened.