Chapter 14 - The Price of Looking Away

I wanted to shout. Instead I held the photograph with both hands so I wouldn't tear it.
"Where did he get this?" I asked.
"I don't know," Victoria said. "He told me a friend was helping veterans overseas. I never asked the friend's name."
Ellis took the photo into evidence and promised to have its metadata and physical origin examined. Victoria watched as the officer sealed the envelope. For the first time, I think she understood that people like Raymond were dangerous partly because ordinary families made excuses for them.
"You knew I was pregnant," I said. "You knew I had buried him. You still asked me to sleep beside a car."
"I was angry you never trusted us enough to tell us about the Army."
"You didn't know my rank. You did know I was your sister."
The words landed. She didn't defend herself.
I had spent years managing threats through information. This was different. No intelligence file could make someone love you well. No medal could retroactively warm the floor of a garage.
Victoria cooperated with Ellis. She provided bank statements, messages, and records showing Raymond had manipulated family accounts. She had signed documents she hadn't read, and investigators explained she might face difficult questions of her own. I didn't promise to fix it for her.
By evening, the photograph's date checked out. Its source was a clinic associated with the ferry-terminal network. More importantly, a nurse in the background had been identified and was willing to speak to investigators.
She remembered a man who kept asking whether his wife was safe. He had a damaged finger and a gold ring. He was weak but alert. Before leaving, he'd written a note on a scrap of hospital paper.
The nurse had saved it.
It read: THE LIGHT IS NOT FOR ME. IT'S FOR THE NEXT ONE.
Price stared at the line. "Next one?"
I rested a hand against my stomach. Marcus had never called the baby 'it.' He said 'the next one' when he meant the next soldier sent into danger.
Then I noticed a faint second line in the photograph's reflection, the lettering on a crate behind Marcus.
May you like
It carried the serial number of the next shipment.