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Chapter 17 - The Words I Needed

Brooke entered a plea agreement months later in connection with her role in the fraudulent applications. The court required restitution and supervision, and the details remained her responsibility, not mine. Dylan's case continued separately. I didn't attend every hearing. I had appointments, a job, and a daughter who still hadn't been born.

When Brooke asked to meet, I chose a public park with Ethan nearby. Her hair was shorter, and her clothes were plain. She looked nervous in a way that wasn't performative.

"I owe you an apology without a 'but,'" she said.

I waited.

"I took pictures of your identification. I signed the applications. I told myself I'd fix it before you noticed. I threw the sneaker because you asked the question I couldn't answer. And then I lied about Ethan."

"Why?" I asked.

She looked across the playground. "Because every time I failed, Mom told me you'd help. I started thinking help was something I was entitled to."

"Mom didn't throw the shoe."

"I know. I did."

I looked down at my hands. I wanted to feel relieved, but remorse couldn't erase the months of dread.

"Are you asking to be in the baby's life?"

"I want to be. I know that isn't a right."

"I'm not ready."

She nodded and cried silently.

I stood to leave, then turned back. "I hope you build a life you don't have to steal from anyone else."

Brooke didn't ask me to say she was forgiven. That mattered more than I expected. I couldn't know how long her new honesty would last, and I wasn't going to base June's safety on a single conversation. Still, I could see a person beginning to recognize the distance between regret and repair. I hoped she kept walking it, whether or not I stood beside her.

"Me too," she said.

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As Ethan and I reached the car, my stomach tightened hard enough to stop me. Then a second contraction came before I'd finished checking the time.

"Ethan," I whispered. "I think we need the hospital again."

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