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Chapter 4 - No More Secrets

At the hospital, a nurse handed me a cup and asked when the pain had started. The questions came in a calm voice; my answers came out crooked.

"Around eleven," I said. "Maybe earlier. I was upset."

"Being upset doesn't mean you've caused a problem," she said. "We're going to check you and the baby."

Ethan sat by the bed, his hand warm around mine. On the monitor, our daughter's heartbeat filled the room with a brisk, stubborn rhythm. The examination ruled out ruptured membranes; I'd leaked urine during the shock, something the nurse told me was common in pregnancy. But I was having contractions, and the doctor wanted observation and fluids.

"I should have told you about the bank yesterday," Ethan said.

"You should have," I answered.

He nodded without defending himself. That helped more than an excuse.

We had promised not to hide things from each other after watching our parents do exactly that. Yet he'd tried to spare me stress, and I'd spent months sparing him the truth about Brooke: the missing cash, the borrowed jewelry, the time she'd driven my car without asking.

"She took my grandmother's bracelet in June," I admitted.

"The one you said you misplaced?"

"I found it in her backpack. She told me she'd been trying it on. I believed her because I wanted to."

He stared at our clasped hands. "We can be kind without being blind, Mara."

My phone lit up with Mom's name. I ignored it once, twice, a third time. On the fourth call I answered.

"What did you do to your sister?" Mom demanded before I could say hello.

"I'm at the hospital."

Silence.

Then she said, "Brooke says Ethan had a stranger come over and accuse her of stealing."

"Someone filed a withdrawal using my information."

"You have always been jealous of how close we are."

I felt Ethan's grip tighten.

The monitor's steady rhythm made the hospital feel like a different universe, one in which nobody argued about whose pain counted. A nurse showed me how to track the tightening sensations and which changes warranted urgent care. I listened carefully. For months I'd been frightened of being labeled needy. Here, asking a question was simply part of keeping a baby safe. I promised myself I would not carry that old shame into motherhood.

"Mom," I said, "your granddaughter's heartbeat is on a monitor. Can you ask if she's okay?"

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Mom hesitated for one long second.

"Brooke says you're exaggerating," she replied.

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